outsider's view

hello.im an outsider.thr's nothing much i have to tell you tho..just wanted to say what i really felt.sometimes,different people have different limit and tolerance level.some friends touch e limit,some firends go over the limit whereas some..they dont try offending you at all.

today,sharmaine fought and offended many people.one of which was tan yi hua elaine.as much as elaine cant confront her and ask her about e matter before concluding that sharmaine was wrong..she's a hoar that sits next to shaz.sometimes sharmaine cant really understand.well,becuz sharmaine was dumb.she fought with her boyfriend.mega on this topic today..they almost broke up.guess sharmaine never knew that trusting her boyfriend with that secret would lead to her boyfriend not knowing that it wasnt suppose to be told to anyone else.but i think she doesnt know why joseph that gabriel..somehow,she really doesnt.

in certain ways,she feels that friends are trying to break them up.either by not understanding,or by being to pokey and making sharmaine down.sometimes,she really doesnt know wot to do.she gets so demoralised and put down by people shouting at the corridors of the classroom that she's a bitch/slut/wotevr,and had to tolerate with whatever glares were passed at her.thanks God sharmaine din cry today at the lonely path to the AVA room.somehow,i feel like just telling her..to shut up.its such a chore listening to her just speak ill of others behind her back.somehow,i think she's happy after knowing the kind of adverse effects she can cause to one's life.

an unintentional act of trusting the one you love backfired.someone trusted you.you trusted another someone.somehow,that circle of trust breaks for both.but why is one complaining so loudly..when others suffer and tolerate both cries.

somehow,there's nothing she can do..its hopeless.

shedding light onto e event,i think people are shit.i dunno if i've offended anybody.but clearly,my entry today specifies one of which from an outsider's point of view.its weird..how much u can claim you hate/dislike a person and aftwhich talk a good old conversation with he/she.somehow,ur mask...e paint is going off.

bitch called my boyfriend and asked if he gave his number.i know e gal's name alright..i found out her name..haha.everything seemed so coincidental,and everything seems so planned.are they plotting to take him away?that i do not know.but adding onto friendster,passing a letter to gkn,aftwhich,sitting bside him fer one stop asking him to read a note that u kinda have a crush on him?wth~ wot are friends for when they know but do not say.and obivously approach him to ask..one word : bitch.

damn angry.if e trust thg and e jm thg is a way my friends are trying to break me down. "its working." good job,well done.

x i love you x